zZzZzZ....
sleepy....wanna slp...
sch so sianz...
dun lyk sec3 life lahs...
sec3 life=no life
sec2 life=great life!
so let mie turn baq time...
haiii...
not onli coz i miss twokay...
bud coz of the stress too...
haii...
i failed mi chem test...20/45
hahas...
o wells...
mi results have been droppin ever since sch reopened...
die ler...howhow=X
mi parents sae i wun worry about mi studies...
i wun cry over tem or even wun feel gan dong-ed...
u juz dun noe the other side ofmie...
the tears i haf shed secretly...
im disappointed..
that u all out tere dun understand mie...
wen im feeling down no1 tags or cares...
wile i go other ppl's blog...
1 post of feeling down and tere are lyk a million tags...
of encouragement...
of care...
im disappointed...
y din u all notice wen im feeling down
y din u all notice the other mie
mayb u all would sae i din open miself up...
bud if u were in mi shoes...
it would be hard...
lyk ebri1 has close their doors in ur face...
having their own company...
in their own cliques...
bud be4 u sae i din open miself enuff...
have u ever TRIED to understand mie...
wen i failed chem...
i looked lyk sui bian sui bian...
bud i act m veh depressed...
wanna tell sum1..
somehow...
i couldnt find ani1 that i can talk to at ease...
that u realli make mie feel loved...
that u reali cared...
mayb u realli care...
im sorrie i cant sense it...
mayb i haf too high expectations...
yea...
i should lower tem...
i duno...
im confused miself too...
bud i dun tink u all will even bother to find out wads happening in mi life...
even if u do...
its alreadi too late...
im hurt...its realli too late....
[=(....]
what we could have been, 16.8.06.